tomorrow

so during all this time i research and last year i came upon pelvic congestion syndrome and brought it up to my pain guy hes actually a good doc i dont even see cooper anymore it depresses me to look at him and i have been in such pain i have honestly wanted to be very nasty so best not to go there but look ive been this way now in daily unrelenting pain unless i am flat and even then no relief wout medicine. last year i called every radiologist in wilmington and raleigh and not one knew about a mri to see if i had pelvic congestion i gave up...so my insurance is up in a month and my physical therapist comes as ive been horrible lately hurts all the time except a little while in the am i cant walk very far just sad i hurt always if i am standing so my therapist says dee this vein is hard and you say its the most tender its distended when i massage it the spasm of your muscle releases and you feel better. its the vein so i get online and get into see dr kelvin hong who does venographies to see if i might have had varicose veins all along. ovarian pain due to varicose ovarian veins bummer is i will not know until i wake tom what it is. i have always kinda doubted the whole pudendal nerve thing but i knew was something nothing just doesnt hurt this bad like a toothache in my groin.ive been like this since the early ninties first the the gyno then to the bowel dr then to the gyno ect... i am fairly positive this is it now makes sense i have varicose veins in my legs and some are painful.i believe the vein in my vaginal wall was clipped in some way and made worse and i believe both my ovarian veins also will show i pray dr hong will embolise them if only the vaginal one if not i am not sure who to turn to next. pray with me this is the answer i seek.